PEP BAND!!!

I'm excited. It's the first pep band game tonight. But I'm also kind of sad because it's a girl's game and i'm not going to be playing. Mr. Watkins talked to me in class today about me quitting. It was kinda weird, cuz he's not even my coach. Anyways, today i felt bad because Jerry threw up last night and he still came to school today. And he didn't feel well. I don't have much else to say, & i have to read 11-1 for biology. bai bai for now.

i feel like crap.

it's true.
i feel bad about quitting basketball, even though i know that it's my choice.
also i feel bad about not coming tomorrow night.
i have noticed i sing better when i'm pissed off/sad.
random fact for you all to know.
& i just thought of this.
i forgot to tell everyone.
you know how i did that assisted suicide paper.
well i left the beginning of my really crappy rough draft in my room.
and i guess my dad saw it.
and he just recently told me that he thought i could've been suicidal.
he started asking me if i was truly happy.
i was like "wtf mate?" [lmao, joke joke]
anyways...i really did say, yes why do you ask?
and he told me he saw that paper, but after i asked him to read my final paper one night, to make sure there was no mistakes, he understood that i wasn't suicidal.
lol. he asked me the reason i choose that issue to dispute. i said i just picked one.
he's so weird.
but yeah.
that's my update for now.
i will see everyone tomorrow, & Sophia tonight at...JAZZ BAND!!!!
yay for Drama Club tomorrow!!!
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bai bai!!!

IT'S OPENING NIGHT!!!

omg you guys!!!
it's opening night tonight. i'm so excited.
and kinda anxious.
but it's going to be so much fun!
i can't wait.
i'll see you there!!!!!!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!