i feel like crap.

it's true.
i feel bad about quitting basketball, even though i know that it's my choice.
also i feel bad about not coming tomorrow night.
i have noticed i sing better when i'm pissed off/sad.
random fact for you all to know.
& i just thought of this.
i forgot to tell everyone.
you know how i did that assisted suicide paper.
well i left the beginning of my really crappy rough draft in my room.
and i guess my dad saw it.
and he just recently told me that he thought i could've been suicidal.
he started asking me if i was truly happy.
i was like "wtf mate?" [lmao, joke joke]
anyways...i really did say, yes why do you ask?
and he told me he saw that paper, but after i asked him to read my final paper one night, to make sure there was no mistakes, he understood that i wasn't suicidal.
lol. he asked me the reason i choose that issue to dispute. i said i just picked one.
he's so weird.
but yeah.
that's my update for now.
i will see everyone tomorrow, & Sophia tonight at...JAZZ BAND!!!!
yay for Drama Club tomorrow!!!
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bai bai!!!