Yay. I don't know about you guys, but I'm excited. I already got Jerry his present. He loves beef jerkey and gummy bears. I know. Weird combo, but it has something to do with this weird tingling in his gums, and those two things make it go away. Yeah...anyways. He loved it. lol. And I know I'm weird, but he said "thank you" and I don't know why exactly, but it really meant a lot. I guess it's just that when I give most people things, [not you guys], they just take it for granted and don't really appreciate it. I told him this and he said "well it means a lot to me that you remembered and cared enough to go get me something." On Sunday, when he was taking me home I told him to stop at Stop 'N Go. He asked why and I told him it was a surprise. He looked at me weird like, "what could you possibly get at Stop 'N Go that could be so important to hide from me?" lol. and then I came out with 2 bags of gummy bears and a bag of beef jerkey. He smiled, said thanks, and told me he loved me. Sweet, huh? Well I think so.
But on Sunday morning he called and he asked what we did and what I told you. I can't lie to him, because of everything that happened, so I told him. Don't worry I just told him what I said, I didn't spill anything else, you know i wouldn't do that. Anyways, yeah he kinda got mad that I told you guys. He said that it's our problems, and only we should know about them. I didn't say anything, because I see his point, but I'd been pretty much hiding the cheating part from you guys, and I HAD to tell you. I felt that I should share everything with you, and I hadn't been. I felt like I had to be totally truthful with you guys. And honestly, I was wondering if you guys thought of me any differently now that I told you that. Please, don't lie. I don't care if it's painful, I want to know the truth.
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personally, i don't think of you any differently. people make mistakes.
liane, how old were you? not old enough. personally, i think the jerk took advantage of you. in fact, i know he did. i never liked him for that reason exactly. everything you ever told me about him, even excluding that piece of info on the cheating, i still think he's a minipulative bastard who took advantage of a younger girl.
I think, that in the future, if you come up to a dilema like that in the future that could be worse, you should ask yourself, "Hmmm...is this something I will keep with just Jerry and me(downside: we will feel betrayed that you wouldn't tell us) or not keep it to yourselves and tell us(Jerry getting really angry, possible breakup). It's heavy, but keep it in mind.
thank you guys for accepting everything. i knew i could trust everyone.
well, if there is something that needs to be kept between jerry and you, i wouldn't feel betrayed if you didn't tell us. i trust your judgement that it's something that we don't need to know. so don't feel like you have to tell us everything or else we'll feel betrayed.
thanks again you guys. :]
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